I am currently sitting outside and writing this on the patio in front of the rented space that I call my home. I was working on writing something else but now I'm writing this. I was enjoying a cup of coffee, as I often do in the morning. I just went to reach for my coffee mug, but stopped mid reach because a bee has just landed on the table right next to the handle of my coffee mug. I'm starring at it right now. It sits there motionless, with what appears to be no immediate intentions of moving. I wonder what it is thinking. It doesn't appear to have any ill will towards me, and I too have no ill will towards it. I imagine that it has no desire to cause me any harm, nor do I to it. So, here I sit, continuing to write and express myself while it lightly brushes its wings and does the secret beautiful things that bees do when you have the opportunity watch one up close like this. After all, for whatever reason, it flew to this table where I am sitting and decided to land by my enormous green Rainforest Cafe coffee mug. However, I don't want to be stung simply because I desire another sip of coffee, so I'm waiting and continuing to type away on my iPad. No intention of leaving still, so I begin to appreciate it for its subtle parallels to life and just as I do that, it flies away to continue its busy day of bee things.
I take a big rewarding sip of my coffee and I can't help but think back to a few weeks ago when something very similar happened. I was sitting outside and writing just as I am now, and a bee did the exact same thing, however, it decided instead to fly around me cyclically and eventually landed right on my shirt. I remained motionless and let it do its bee things for about 5 or 10 minutes. It eventually launched into the air again, only to continue to fly around me. I sat there trying to remain calm, but this time, it was flying closer to my face and I could hear it's buzzing wings as it continued to make its rounds. At this point, I freaked out and jumped from my chair and tried to distance myself from the bee as I had no clue as to what its intentions were and I didn't want to be stung. I ended up standing on the opposite side of the patio and it followed me there, continuing to find interest in me and fly around me half hazard. I didn't want to hurt the bee so I had no choice but to once again remain perfectly still and let the bee do its bee stuff. No sooner did I decide to return to a state of calm, than it decided to fly away. I wonder what it was thinking. Did I look like a flower? Was I a layover from its busy day of work doing bee things that only bees know? What attracted it to me in the first place? I will never know for sure, but I can't help but be curious; it's the way I've always been.